This Aint Easy.

this is totally random. I just wanna share this with someone but I think it is better for me to write it here.

So, its been almost two month. This aint easy.
I still remember the look on your face.I have Been through the darkness .this aint easy.The words that you whispered for just us to know. You told me you loved me so why did you go away ZH.
I do recall now the smell of the rain. I do smells the grass.Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane because this aint easy.

That night, the beat of your heart it jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms when it was the last time I asked you ‘ZH, for the last time, could you just hug me tight?’ Ya Allah, this aint easy.

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes. Your stupid, baggy sweater.
All that I know is I don't know, ZH.
How to be something you miss. This aint easy.

I never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips ZH.

I do remember the swing of your step
Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
THIS AINT EASY.

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss. 

I always hope that i would go to bed without having a thought in my mind about you. this aint easy and all i know is that this may take several years,or maybe,NEVER to get over you. People said to me that maybe this is temporary. but i said this is forever. people said that maybe he'll come back. but for me, you wont. people said you'll get over him about a month then you'll be fine tuti. but for me, it is bullshit. i am not fine. and this aint easy. 

New people. 

So, i do met few new people or should i said new guys. But, all i know is i just turn them off. I end up missing you. this aint easy. This thing in my head, pulls me down. All i get is a perfect misery. Thanks to you. I'm not mad. I'm just sad. This aint easy.but somehow, i feel much more better, since i gave up hope.

All i have

is F.R.I.E.N.D.S. i dont think i could be surviving without them all. Thank you friends. :') 

friends are forever.but boyfriend NOT. 

FAMILY. one thing i realized is that, no matter how bad you are, how lazy you are, how you turn them off, still, they love you girl! Alhamdulillah, i have a shoulder to cry on.thanks mum.

Relationships are like fat people... most of them dont workout. 

How i wish we were better strangers.

I HOPE THAT I'LL GET WELL SOON. and alhamdulillah, i hate you now. :)

JUST GET MARRIED. -______-!

Recently, I've got this job representing a bridal boutique thing and also this muslimah online business website. But yeah, as you know, Annas Easkey is hardly posting those pictures and I've only manage to get this two picture only. :/ But sad no more, i'll try to get those pictures soon. :)

p/s: sorry the picture is so small as i dedicate this one for the entertainment of those ants ONLY.

not anne.

haha

Hey Girlfriends!

From left -anis, fifi, raisa, syikin, naddy

and obviously i'm not even  there, haha duduk jauh dari masyarakat pulak memang kena pulau je la kan anne! (ok i'm NOT mad, no offense) So basically i've post this because I thought my friends outfits were so damn gorgeous! well what can I say, since I've been hanging out with a bunch of SUPER COOL people duh (okay rakan sila bangga sekarang) haha errr actually i've got nothing more to say here. i'm not there, remember! (again i'm NOT mad, no offense) HAHA bye LOVE and MISSES you guys so much!

p/s you guys totally rock those gambar-dalam-tandas-budak-sekolah-tipikal wow thumbs UP!

i wish you knew

feelings. its hard to talk about feelings. feeling is about what we felt what we really cares deep inside. this aint related about fashion and stuff. Its weird when people would start talking if you are in relationship and they were asking why arent you are in a relationship. funny.theres one time (as you know Anne dgn Anis kan loser tak ada boyfriend) when theres girl asking why and why oh why this two girl doesnt have any boyfriend. HELLO. they are cool people. because cool people doesnt have boyfriend. err -,-! okay whatever.

so back to december, i mean back to the topic, feelings. is not about fooling around. its not about saying yes. its not about faking. its not about things. it is something related to your heart. its better for you to not even get close to relationship if you are the bitches or some kind of son of a bitch.

as for me, relationship is HARD. harder than a penis can be. err aeuw. and oh. give and take, tolerance, understanding, patience, forgive and forget, good communication will always help in a relationship. but yeah.still the limit is there. its up to you its up to these girl its up to everyone to decide what is the best for them. dont you think? TIME. they may need some time TO THINK. its not like having sex. its like abortion of the baby from the sex. ah. what an example. i know. time will do. time heal. time will help to make up their mind. TIME W.I.L.L H.E.A.L. believe me.

Love does not claim possession, but gives freedom.
- Rabindranath Tagore


Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your

relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude.
- William James

You know you love someone when you know you want them to be happy, even if their happiness means that you are not a part of it.till then, lost of love from me, tutuik :)
p/s:i dont knoow wattaheck am i posting this.

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