So, its been almost two month. This aint easy.
I still remember the look on your face.I have Been through the darkness .this aint easy.The words that you whispered for just us to know. You told me you loved me so why did you go away ZH.
I do recall now the smell of the rain. I do smells the grass.Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane because this aint easy.
That night, the beat of your heart it jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms when it was the last time I asked you ‘ZH, for the last time, could you just hug me tight?’ Ya Allah, this aint easy.
But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes. Your stupid, baggy sweater.
All that I know is I don't know, ZH.
How to be something you miss. This aint easy.
I never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips ZH.
I do remember the swing of your step
Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
THIS AINT EASY.
And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss.
All that I know is I don't know, ZH.
How to be something you miss. This aint easy.
I never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips ZH.
I do remember the swing of your step
Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
THIS AINT EASY.
And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss.
I always hope that i would go to bed without having a thought in my mind about you. this aint easy and all i know is that this may take several years,or maybe,NEVER to get over you. People said to me that maybe this is temporary. but i said this is forever. people said that maybe he'll come back. but for me, you wont. people said you'll get over him about a month then you'll be fine tuti. but for me, it is bullshit. i am not fine. and this aint easy.
New people.
So, i do met few new people or should i said new guys. But, all i know is i just turn them off. I end up missing you. this aint easy. This thing in my head, pulls me down. All i get is a perfect misery. Thanks to you. I'm not mad. I'm just sad. This aint easy.but somehow, i feel much more better, since i gave up hope.
All i have
is F.R.I.E.N.D.S. i dont think i could be surviving without them all. Thank you friends. :')
friends are forever.but boyfriend NOT.
FAMILY. one thing i realized is that, no matter how bad you are, how lazy you are, how you turn them off, still, they love you girl! Alhamdulillah, i have a shoulder to cry on.thanks mum.
Relationships are like fat people... most of them dont workout.
How i wish we were better strangers.
I HOPE THAT I'LL GET WELL SOON. and alhamdulillah, i hate you now. :)
